Tong Shian

2012-01-07T06:51:00.001-08:00

It had been very long did't have a HEART talk within friends. Last night i had one with my BABIes buddy! Althought it turns on my emo mood and make me down. But i m glad that we talk about all the personal things and problems.. ;)) before that, we had a beach trip on pcb (actually we plan for tok bali's villa danialla which is much more fairer, cleaner and less people hanging around..) Anyway, we took loads of pica with jayee's eos110d. And it's so obvious that kang had a better skill thn jay, which everyone demanded kang to take potraits for them. Hahaha.

Btw, i spend most of my time today on meeting n doing maths. Its the first time for me so hardworking doing maths! ;pp i hope i could finish. But it seem so impossible lah. Unless i do it till midnight.. Gambateh gambateh!

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2012-01-05T07:20:00.001-08:00

Whoosh! Today was third day of having meeting non-stop settle those prefect camp stuff. Many unexpected incident happened.. I wonder would we success in the end? ;x I wish we would!

School reopen there were so much pressure coming all together! I almost corrupt but luckily i did't. Phew! School life getting better as i starting to figure out what our physic lecture (Prof. Tan) was trying to say during physic class. And i started to pay attention in math 2 lesson, as our principal Pn. Lim took over Prof. Loong class. Maybe because of those pressure and final is coming within 11months! Was trying my best not to fall asleep while having class.. Gambateh neh! ;))

Suddenly felt so lonely tonight, maybe because previously hang out every night too often and made me used to it dy.. I hope i could overcome it very soon. Because gonna cut down the amount of hanging out as this year is a #DONTPLAYPLAY year! Gonna be more serious. More study, more hardcore exe, less fb, less tweeter, less movie and LESS ~~HANGOUT!~~

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last day of my sembreak! ;((

2012-01-02T07:56:00.001-08:00

Time runs! So fast today was the last day of my sembreak. And those pressure of school is coming back to my brain AGAIN!

Today had bad sorethroat but insist to eat ulam with cliques at wat wat tok guru there near my pre-u then when to mcd for homework but end up play tetris battle with jack n jayee! Lol! And had a haircut at traffic light. Wtf! bald head cost me 12 bucks! Waddafak! 67 lah! Ingat kb is kl meh? Buke cantik sangat pun! Grr..

Btw, today was my first time i saw polis tak nak makan kopi! Wow, malaysia gonna snow soon! And witnessed how a polis catch a drug-takers. -.-

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Happy new year, new me!

2012-01-01T02:12:00.000-08:00

Happy new year everyone! It is a new year, i turned out to be 19 althought I am not officially 19, gonna get more mature, and gonna leave all those lazy attitude behind 2011, and began with a NEW me! There were new wish for this year, new wish which lead to new hope in my life. No more fooling around or playing around anymore. This is my final chance from the aim of NUS, althought it sounds impossible. But that was my dream to study there since years ago. Damn regret that I made the application at Sg Poly late which is 1 month after the expired date. And ruins the whole plan.. ;((

It was 2012 now, i kept telling myself to throw away the lazy mood and holiday mood, as my sembreak gonna end very very soon. I hope I could make it this time. It is time to get up and chase all the things I'd left out for half a year!

2011-12-28T03:09:00.001-08:00

Suddenly felt i m so useless in this world. Not good in anything. I wonder what is the purpose that i live in this world? Damn envy those people who had great willpower. Unlike me, always decide to something but ended with failure..

Sigh* ;((

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23rd December, 2011

2011-12-23T03:55:00.001-08:00

December is coming to the edge, this syndicate me that my sembreak is also gonna END very very soon! I don't wanna start my pre-u life! It is so boring and meaningless to me. Just can't catch up what those teacher said in every lesson (except Mrs. Kwek's Chemistry class)

In between, I hope I could spend my christmas with my BBF this year! =(( so wanna go down subang play before going back to pre-u life. miss many things there, chatime, snowflake, sushi zanmai, baskin robin and many many more, Argh, almost forget, is gonna play at FTZ cc at Asia cafe until the next morning like last time i did before i start my first semester at pre-u

Miss yenting and shywen too! ='(( sooooo not used to it without them.. it is just the first day of their leaving and I had started to miss them so muchh. =( sigh!

Here is some snapshot i took with them one in Jayee's car the last day before they left.

I'm holding the cam! woohoo! (Shywen's sensation xe camera was super clear!)

Voldermort of Harry potter! RAWRRR!!! hahah

Shywem's face was sort like accidently ate chill! ;ppp

I'm Back

2011-12-22T07:02:00.000-08:00

Annyeong haseyo! It had been quite some time i did't update my blog. Sorry for that! ;p
almost forget that i had a blog. (Just wanna throw all my down mood on my blog)

Today, i was totally in a blue mood!
Yenting and Shywen was leaving kb today.. =((
(sorry I did't really bring both u two around the town due to transport problem. Jaesohamidah! ;x)

The days with u two were the climax of this sem-break of mine. My mood when down drastically from the climax since last night. I wish I could stop the time last night. But I had to face the reality
*sigh I wonder why time always tripled the speed when it was on the happy moment, but go off very slow when hard moment.

Seriously i will miss them so much! Hope could meet them soon. @.@

2010-07-15T08:03:00.000-07:00

Wow, it was quite a time that i did't blog. haha. Was due to my life was getting busy and busy as the SPM exam was coming nearer, In the very morning, everything was different. The severe flu ruins my life, fluid was flooded my nasal cavity. It was rather uncomfortable for the mucos keep on 'splash' out like a water pipe! My mood was utterly messed up but the flu. I Hate flu!

Everyone was talking about the PLKN thing. It's a hot topics between the teenagers in Malaysia now as the list was released today. Whether the choosen or not choosen. It's great to be choosen, cool stuff all around the camps and can make more friends from each states. But one thing which was not cool and had make most of the teens felt the camp irritating was IT'S A MUST TO BECOME BALD FOR EVERY BOYS!!! and i was one of them. ;S How if the camp ignored this rules? every boys will be happy and even celebrate for this. So change it!! haha

and I was waiting the reply whether i was choosen or not. Was so curious as i was on top of the fence. Haha Good night~ =)

Life

2010-03-16T23:02:00.001-07:00

Life getting stress by parent's nagging, pushing blah blah blah!
Quarreled last night! Zz.. Feeling like life getting blur and blur, where was my aim when i aimed? Fuck!
Did u know what did I want? what did I think? Actually who cares? LOL!

What a holiday? Sigh! no dance no gym no holiday, apa pun tak da!

Btw, ada orang sudah register nak gi sg study. good luck =x

...

2010-03-13T22:12:00.000-08:00

Life Suck!

Everything getting bad and bad, things i want never happen. Too unlucky for me this few month...

Grats to sc3 for their dikir. Gambateh! haha. Cha cham BOOH!

and
"You", Buzz off!

Thursday, 18 February, 2010.

2010-02-18T06:46:00.000-08:00

At last after the 10 hours journey and some cops 'eating' story, finally reached home (Kota Bharu)! Yeah, miss my soft bed much! haha. House is always the best! =D Btw, Malaysia is getting worst, my opposite just been broke in few days ago, when i when out for dinner, just a few hours also can been broke it. "Malaysia Boleh"!

I had missed the show (Valentine's days) by taylor SWIFTY! ish ish, because accompany someone lo. =l

Sigh* Holidays have coming to the end, it's time continue concentrate study. =(
Btw, someone is going to bday next week HAPPPY BIRTHDAY! haha. miss u much! going to meet u soon? =]

Wednesday, February 17, 2010.

2010-02-16T20:31:00.000-08:00

Long time did't update my blog dy, cause this year was SPM year, need to study hard year. need to pay full attention in books! Recently at Johor for Chinese new year, receive few ang pao but the "hock" inside was much!! haha xP. Lonely valentine at Jb. =( Watched "All´s Well Ends Well 2010" jus 20 people and I laughed like a crazy people in the cinema. LOL!

Btw, i'm loved and in love again!~ =D

Sorry for not posting any pica...
because CHOOOOOO had keep my phone! Zz..

2009-12-31T02:34:00.000-08:00

At McD, saw someone "berdua-duaan" at there lui tuh. xP

Yuki in da house! haha

Acting fierce? tak fierce enough la. xP

Long time did't post dy. Yuki and yumi had gone back dy =(. Luckily, Tonight gonna celebrate countdown with my Kawans, if not i gonna be fucking bored and alone again. =x But, mummy remember that my add maths classes had started, so gonna go tuition till 10 just can go celebrate with them. =( tak boleh enjoy da whole process. Hmm, will post pica when back. =)

2009-12-14T20:54:00.000-08:00

LOL.

Restoran COME AGAIN ? O.o weird name.

Long time did't post at bloggy dy.
Hmm, When to restaurant come again yesterday. Ate crabby, "lala"and many more. Quite nice =)
Btw, gonna meet baby in 10 more days. Yipi! xP

2009-11-22T22:36:00.000-08:00

Hmm, tonight going down Johor Bharu. =)
will update soon when I'm back.

Btw, New moon had broke box office's record, wolfs down 140.7 Million $ in 3 days.Grats. =)

Last day at School.

2009-11-19T00:04:00.000-08:00

Jack is the host of gambling.

The host changed to Ah Boy(Jayee) pula.

Hao zho sak. Zz..

Hao with his Baba style. (baru kena flour) xP

Kwa...

Combo sleeping. xP. Chen left hong right.

Bboy Alam is checking his report card.

MUKTHAR AWANG!

Liang Chong is staring at his report card fiercely

1 boy all girls? wow. 5 on 1. xP

Min Chien the body builder.

Hao again. Zz.

Dun zho sak la. LOL

U see. Liang Chong BerKAKI AYAM.

Chit chating at 4sc3

Xiu Quan the Cindy's fans. xP

Pengawas fighting? LOL

Dong Pour some flour on Ping's head.

That's wat it's looks like

Ah Boy say: Jangan jangan saya bukan Ah ma.

Ah Boy a.k.a Ah ma. haha (tiok flour hair)

There is some pica that i took during last day at school. PEK Come See. =)

2009-11-17T04:09:00.000-08:00

khai, ronald donald, ping, un, me n chin wen.

cheese... =)

that's me drawn by chin wen

un capturing pic

'Stone nee''s present Draw by chin wen

Ronald Mcdonald's signature.

Signing for STONE NEE.

planing where to go after that.

shirny cried 2nd time when pek phone her, when he reached U.S

Masked girl. haha

Cried 1st time because she was touched

O.o

Garfield cake. Looks like shirny? xP (stonenee)

Picture during the party

Today was stone nee's Birthday. She cried a lot. LOL. Between Pek reached U.S d. Grats. =) quite tired so no time say more about the party d.

2009-11-16T05:57:00.000-08:00

Yesterday when to Pek's farewell party. Many people cried. LOL Many 'round' of surpise for him. They still make a polo tee for him. Play cake lui, everybody eat d cake without spoon. Haha, khai wit neng eat till... xD. LO YING YING(our camera girl) drunked at there. haha. Overnight at his house, whole night just slept 15minutes. Khai was the KING. haha. Watched "吓到笑" haha last story was touched.

Between, Pek i will remember what you had said. =]

Today morning 6 reached airport, 3 people check in, more then 20 people at the department place. Haha. Pity pek's brother, none of his fren come for him.

Gonna miss you very very much, Pek. ='( Remember ya 5 years later we meet again. =) Keep contact ya.

There's some pica at his party.

yesterday at skul, pek did't come =(

Chiap doing the BBQ thing

chiap wit pek

Jack drinking tiger. pek look here! LOL

Gerald handicapped?

after pek going in the flight

3 people at department more then 20 people waiting.

Pek sharing his heart wit us

neng asking question with pek

chit chating

Neng say "pek, who did u like?"

The tee polo they make for pek

Pek's tee in progress

Girls. Tat right one also girl. xP

Girls

Kang.Pek

Kang, pek, chiap

Rong, pek, chee ping

2009-11-13T20:28:00.000-08:00

Yesterday when to Jin wei's party. Kane, everything was last minute. haha Btw, that padang was full of mosquito. Nanti kena dengue baru tahu. haha

Finals

2009-11-12T06:54:00.000-08:00

Finally all is over. =l blah blah blah. Today bio was killing too. LOL not going to hope for any result, just hoping that can pass already blessed.

After school, back to home and waited someone whole day. Aeroplane pula. Sigh*
The Vampire's diary was so nice, watched till ep 2 dy. Wanna continue tomorrow pula. haha =)

That's all for today. bye~~

2009-11-10T06:27:00.000-08:00

Today Add maths was killing. LOL. 13/25 of my paper was blanked. =x Pendidikan moral's paper 3 was all blank, because I was thought by 'satu cikgu moral yang tidak bermoral'.

2 more days left then i was freedom, Haha many activity, movie, and drama was waiting for me. Haha Hoping that exam would end fast. =)

there's some pica during exam. xP

Pengawas jangan tidur. Jangan ikut TNB la.

Hey kid, do u get in the right place? here is form 4 exam not lower form exam. xP

2009-11-08T22:39:00.000-08:00

Hmm, okay.
So, that's your decision. Whatever the reason is, I respect it. =l
Thanks for everything you gave me, including the scar. =x. LOL

Gonna go on my way soon. =x

btw, happy birthday to jin wei and brenda chang xin er ya.

Thursday, November 05, 2009.

2009-11-06T20:06:00.000-08:00

This is the scar caused by U! LOL

Jack is performing his new style.

BBOY "ALAM" is Piking

Air chair in progress...

Un's head spining. Wosh!

Everybody was used up their energy except for un. (Still head spinning)

It's been a long time did't update my bloggy. Too busy for the finals. It's freaking cold during exam, kept on raining. many things happened. SIGHS. Whatever it is, gonna start my own life. Stopped my dance very long. It's time to train back all my skill. Wow, Khai and Chen's skill was impressive. They had improved aLOT! haha. It's fucking good after dancing, everything in my mind had released! Haha.

Thursday, 17 September, 2009.

2009-09-17T08:41:00.000-07:00

snap snap. LOL looks weird. =x

Wei, xian! Stop plying le, it's my turn. xP

LOL!

Hui driving. (Pemandu berhemah)

Jack Sa ; Patrick msg...

Hmm, early in the morning then wake up 'chase' movie doh. haha crazy of 'KO3 anguo' haha. see till ep 20 d. Then snap snap with the 'mask' dad brought at china. haha. Thn have my breakfast after that went to Jack's house. Patrick said he's coming but 1 hour just reach. LOL Thn we thought hui coming d, thn phone him ask him where he were. But he just wake up. LOL thn need wait pula, After awile, ZiTing n Shirny reached. They played 'CHO TAI DI'. But i watch 'KO3 anguo'. After that hui reached,

When to eat but many place did't open. And today KB was completely JAM! LOL But hui was really a PEMANDU BERHEMAH, he keep let ppl cut thought him LOL. Then went eat chicken rice at 'An Le'. After eating, he left us at Mall. Then shop shop shop, did't buy anything. =x
bla bla bla ...
That all. Btw, <3.

Wednesday, 16 September 2009.

2009-09-17T08:16:00.000-07:00

They're posting at Kebun sultan. Jayee was wit her weird face. haha

Superman gonna save ppl.

Kang was watching movie wit his N97. and wanna snap pica of jack n patrick

PEACE!

Wondering what were they looking at so serious.

Jackie wat're u laugh at so funny? Patrick's weird face? haha

Jack posting. =)

acting. xP

It has been a long time did't update my blog dy. Nah update le. =) Today early in the morning been catch by "Ah sir" because of my hair. Then he call me n hui run padang 2 round. But we lied to him, walk 3/4 thn wan reach le just run, he scold us thn call us run 5 round. LOL After finish, we saw jack n min chien wit their special cases with ah sir.

Btw, Muktar was 'high' today. haha keep asking people go to his house during hari raya at monday, then we talk about PCB trip and someone's bday party sort kind of thing.

8.00 pm, i reached Hayaki and sit there like sohai. waited for 15minutes those fellow just reach, keep playing,chating,crazying,eating... at there till 10pm. Hui come and patrick go back with him, Then we walk to satay going to buy but finish d. Then walk back. Damn far. LOL Drink again at Xiao fan. After that then go back d. That's all for today ; )

Friday, September 04, 2009

2009-09-04T21:10:00.000-07:00

Gan wit his "plyboy tee" *wink. haha

Gan's turn his head when i try to snap him. LOL =="

Neng study nuh. Unbelievable ! haha xP

Early in the morning when to Teressa's tuition. Kept doing essay. (Bored) Thn noon when to eat chicken rice. After that when to gan's tuition. Today not so high, just laugh abit... Then snap some pica there. haha. After that go back home, "chase" Chong Ji 3 Guo. Just see till ep10. Thn when out dinner with keryi. Cause tomorrow his going back. Thn saw "Yu Hot Dog" at there. Zz
He stared at me, thn i stared back. Tiok dad scold. Zz

After that go mall, kang keep phone n msg call me go upstair find him. LOL Keep lose lui. Thn he went to New version of "nice hair salloon" cut his hair. Not bad.=) Patuh continue pula, Thn mum call me n ajok me go pizza eat. Finish eating Walk here walk there like sohai. Thn tiao at ogawa there. Zero gravity massage chair. Wow. Brenda's dad brought it. Thn when back, dad fetch me to Oriental, walk the wrong way, ish. When i reach, Jayee last min come "put aeroplane" thn waited there very long, jack just come. Thn when upstair, lose pula 70-36. LOL After that hui, kang, n khai back. Ply awile mum come d, thn need go back.

That's all for today, Btw, baby sorry did't take the pica u wan, Phone no battery d. SORRY nah =)

Holidays

2009-08-26T08:03:00.000-07:00

HOLIDAYS

Bored in this holidays. No going anywhere.. everynight S.A S.A
everyday goes on as usual. Just wake up a bit late then school's day.
Did't meet my 'Juliet' for days. Dying X.x This few days just like years.
Btw, keryi kor kor is coming back soon, this Friday. Waiting waiting waiting...

I miss u much, Baby. It's hard to live without u, I love you. And enjoy your Kuantan trip nah.

Sunday,9 August, 2009.

2009-08-09T05:38:00.000-07:00

At last, i win the Evil of Sickness. But my mouth was lack of sense now, completely tasteless because of those medicine. Ewww, It's make me womit when i eat something. LOL. Btw, I m fine now,baby. No need worry about me dy. =) thx. smooche*

I love you!

Wednesday, August 05, 2009.

2009-08-05T04:40:00.000-07:00

Early in the morning, Jin wei Phone me and meet him. then say go meet at mei hua. When i reach there i phone him, and zining accepted da phone. She said at tanjung. Then need to walk back in. Reach tanjung, Jin wei say go mei hua again. When we past the gate, none even any pengawas stop us. 1st time, haha. Then go there yam cha. When we walk in again, Lewat LOL. Our new Pk.Hem do some stupit new law.(Lewat? sapu lantai sekolah) LOL. Damn it. After that go back class, BI period. haha free time keep chit chating only. Thn, BC. Gosh, quite slping n HOT! arghh!! Thn recess time when to sc3 and LEE JIN CHENG n LAU CHUN KHAI done some stupit things along the wall outside their class. LOL Vandalisme! and make fool of ppl. *Sigh. Sejarah period. LOL keep stand n sit thn stand n sit. because kept talking with Patrick. BM period. blah! do something 1st time go down 2nd floor see "Scropian" haha cute robotic stuff. Haha. When go back to class, Kenny Chua come and said that pk1 wanna meet me. LOL go there. bla bla bla... Thn back to class, Ms yong come warn us because to noisy, She is the one who is irritating not us! Zzz...

That all! =)

Monday, August 03, 2009.

2009-08-03T08:03:00.000-07:00

Today, Physic test. Yesterday read whole day of chapter 2. When i reach school, Ken Wei told me that test was chapter 3 not 2. Damn it, Wasted alot of my time. LOL. At night at Yeap's Bio tuition, keep chit chatting with Khai, Eugune, Hong and Tauge. After that phone "green", thn in phone for 45:56 with her. haha xP Khai keep say things that making me laugh non-stop. Btw, Today no "movie" see. =( That's all for today =)

Friday, July 31, 2009.

2009-07-31T04:09:00.000-07:00

Early in the morning, had to wake up normally like go to school. Because of the 3 on 3 basketball competition at Chung Hwa. Hmm, 1st round, verse 'Mat Sien' they're too pro. LOL, Peng Lun's speed was too fast. Can't block him at all. and get 1-6. But after that their team disqualify because of some reason. =l 2nd round with Xin Sheng. After that 'Ah Chiap' when to working. Then Khai fetch him there. But he was back almost reach school, a kenali knocked him. Damn pity, FAMOUS liao lor. After that to gan tuition, he keep explaining of 'hernia', 'sifilis', and 'gonorhea'. Those kind of penyakit kelamin stuff. haha After that, go to home thn hang out to oriential... bla bla bla

Btw, grats baby. I love you. =)

Wednesday, July 29, 2009.

2009-07-29T03:35:00.000-07:00

Hmm, long time did't post d, Kept busying for weeks and today, Chemistry exam. HA! Quite crazy. When i open the paper. GOSH! IT's killing thn decided use plan a. But, Plan a failed, then use plan b. But Plan b wasn't good. Lastly use plan C. haha. Btw, whole class quite ajoin, haha smell something when exam. It's make me.. Ish. Headche. End up my paper wit just a few blank. Haha.

I Miss you, baby. It's a week to wait. =( Time was walking just like a snail... LOL

MJ's memorial

2009-07-08T05:12:00.000-07:00

45 degree anti gravity

MJ's post

MJ in 1984.

Tuesday July 7, 2009 10am
Hmm, This was the time of MJ's memorial at Staples center in LA.
Felt quite sad about his death. A huge star drops from the world.
He had worked for 45 years since he was 5 years old and he Past away at his fifty. He is the legend and history of dancing and music world (Moonwalk n 45 degree standing)

Michael will be deeply missed, but never forgotten. He's the greatest... the best ever. No one will ever be better.

Michael Joseph Jackson (August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009) King of POP in the pass and will be in the future. He had dead but his music will live forever!

I pray that Mike reaches a place of peace and serenity. There’s a lot about Mike that we know nothing about. We only know what has been made public, and the stamp of truth may or may not be upon that information. He’s been at the top and sunk to the bottom. Loved by Millions, detested by just as much. He’s led a pretty secluded life do to his Superstar status. Can you really experience life if you’ve never experienced it? Can you experience one phase without coming from another? Could you function if you went from infancy to adulthood with no substance in between?

Maybe Not.

He handled the cards he was dealt…

He will forever be a Legend and an Icon.

R.I.P. Michael Jackson.

We Love you

Sunday - Tuesday, July 5-7, 2009.

2009-07-07T06:14:00.000-07:00

Sunday
1st period when to choo's office again. Khai and eugene standing outside, dayu was bold. haha funny him. When in tiok choo kao pe awile then standing behind waiting him settle some case. After than go in his inside office thn talk talk talk (privacy) thn come out with down mood...

Monday
1st and 2nd period was sivik. Ah Ma's period, fooling around with her and booming haha.Btw, someone when to Gua Musang for Koir Competition and she won da 2nd. Grats to her, and miss her lots. At night before bio's tuition when to bus stop to meet someone... Then bio's tuition, Derk dong and Gek lin solo! haha. After tuition dong saying about jian yong's buying XXX movie HISTORY. haha

Tuesday
Today, Mrs Chua Kim Hiang come in. After that boom ppl in my class, she call me go for kauselling bla bla bla (private) thn go back class, someone cried... After school, go tuition thn before another tuition start meet someone and her teacher said is the last time =( sigh* after tuition when to soho kopitiam for dinner. That's all. =)

Saturday, July 04, 2009.

2009-07-03T14:50:00.000-07:00

Today, she is coming back. At last, time go very slow. Hoping that it would go as fast as it could. Wondering how was her now? Enjoying? maybe. Between later gonna go tuition again. It's a tuition day again for me in this week.

Friday, July 03, 2009.

2009-07-03T07:36:00.000-07:00

2nd day without her. Miss her much. =(
Wake up and it's late to tuition. Rush to wash my face and keep all the things and rush to tuition.
between, today is Hari Interasi. When I going back, thn booming happen in my car. My dad say 5-1 just now. Gonna find out who is da 5 teacher that say my bad things and making it more serious LOL.

After that Gan's tuition, Keep laughing haha He explaining about he 'ganosa' production-Put herbs in underwear and bra. hahaha and 'China dolls' and 'tahi lalat' haha

Finish tuition, go back daddy saying again what teachers said the morning. LOL he said that he is dissapointed with me. LOL never see him like that before. =x

So, all for today.

Thursday, July 02, 2009.

2009-07-02T08:39:00.001-07:00

It's been my 1st day without her. =( quite moody.
Early in da morning 9am go toilet as usual, and saw our "Abe CHOO" and he called me to go stand outside his office. Stand there so long alone, by those staring eyes pass through and Mr.Ng said my hair were long but 'he' is busy did't come cut it. It's the 1st unlucky things happen after she lefted. Luckily got pek bin n Fung acc me. Not so bored standing alone at there. After that, Abe Choo did't care about my appearance at there.LOL The last period he come and tell me to cut my hair. Then go back my class. Add math period teacher saw me eating lolipop thn call me go throw it and i eat again, thn she call me throw again...

I need her !

Stop here 1st =x

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

2009-07-01T04:19:00.000-07:00

It's have been a long time a did't post my blog. Kept busying along the time goes on.

Ermm, 1st period, aw tui jee gives us bio exam. 3 quesiton there got but i just simply answer the last question after that sleep and waited the time pass. Btw, Today was sheng's birthday. We planned so long but sheng's got another "activity" so we canceled it. LOL quiet down that moment. After that we discuss about someone's farewell party. Haha our birthday boy is the pergerusi activity. haha he planned all the thing.
LOL, 3 of them had been "head shot" by our Mr. Choo today. Pity them, especially pek bin. =x
and i get a "love" from someone today hiak hiak. damn happy. =)

And the last period of yesterday was Moral period, 3rd world war had happen. Sheng was quite moody that time and moral teacher said him. He boom back and all of us were shocked. Luckily, teacher did't hear well. What a close.

Between, she gonna go camp dy tomorrow. I hope that time would stop but she's happy that all i wan. I will be dead on those days. X.x

That's all for today. =)

2009-06-24T04:56:00.000-07:00

Picute that taken by someone and edit by someone. xP

It's been a long time that i did't write on my blog. It's quite busy this few weeks. Attend my cousin's wedding at Terengganu ....

Yesterday after school, when to tuition after that go another tuition again. And meet someone at Sukses KB. haha. After that tuition started. And half hours before finish tuition, someone outside played the door. And he/she did't realized that there were 3 cctv stared at them. haha

Today, Nothing special happens. Days just go on as usual, but Pn LIM PUI LIM find me for a talk. LOL, she's nagging nagging nagging around my ears. Gonna explode that time. LOL After that go back to class, Mountains of Chinese homework were waiting me. LOL After the chinese period, just playing around school and totally forget about those homework. And I miss someone very much along the schooling time. =( That's all for now.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009.

2009-06-12T20:01:00.000-07:00

Early in the morning when to eat buffer. 10am times square opposite my hotel had openned. Shop again, and get some new stuff again=). After shop it's time to go back KB. When back to hotel to check all things had been packed. Then when to check out at lobby.

And started the long long sleepy journey. Keep sleeping along the journey. Stop at Bentong for lunch, It's "yong tao fu" and "chee chong fan" is quite nice. After lunch, continue the journey again. Starting can't sleep, doing something. After some hours fall in a sweet dream, 7pm reached Kuala Krai, and they wanted to yam cha, but they go round and round the town area of Kuala Krai, but can't see any chinese kopitiam. And they canceled their "project". When to see someone's "bird house". Swallors flying in and out of the "bird house"... Again, continue the journey. This time i did't sleep anymore, chatting, singing, "crazy" in the car along the way. Finally we reached KB. It's 8pm and go to yam cha. After our drink when to Brenda's home

There's some "fashion show" by CHANG XIN YU. hahaha xP After some moment we when back home. At last i reached my home. haha miss it lot.

And started to online till

It's happen again

2009-06-12T06:57:00.000-07:00

I Feel it few days ago.

And it's time gonna go on my way, and left her from my life.

Should'nt believe her on what she said.

"Friend"s you all were right, i should listen to you all, from the starting.

And Gerald were right again. :"She was hopeless!": =x

Monday, June 8, 2009.

2009-06-10T02:13:00.000-07:00

10.30 wake up and went to M1 floor for buffet. Not bad it's food. After that, someone just wake up. Then started my shopping day. Times square after that taxi to Mid valley. Gonna call someone come. Manazai he go to Pavillion. Then we call him wait there. Have lunch at that "Pulled mee" chinese restaurant. Then decided to go Pavillion to find him. But when we reach there, He said that he already went to Times square. LOL apalah! Then walk back to Melia and he came to find us. Shopping again. xD Get many new stuff =P

And suddenly my cousin shouted, "argh today is 'someone's' birthday"
Then went to find some stuff at JnS gift house. And buy a necklace to "design" that present. After that go back Melia rest for a moment , actually is waiting time running untill dinner time. And Someone fooling on da carpet. xP

The clock on the walk showing that it's 7.30pm. It's time, everyone get ready and someone is going to take that big present, luckily not me ~ lalala. 8pm we reach that Jing3 Wai4 Dian1 Restaurant again. bla bla bla. Damn full. After that still go yam cha and xin yu still can call for so many food. Don't know what stomach they have. Good digestive system! hahaha.

At last back to my room again, it's F*cking bored. Can't online. LOL. Then started to keep our stuff, because the next day is going back. The clock showed 1am but i still can't sleep don't know why. LOL

Sunday, June 07, 2009.

2009-06-07T06:48:00.000-07:00

9.00 am.
So, this is the time i started my trip to KL by car. By the way, just sleep sleep sleep along the way. And someone was floating in my brain juice. xP

About 5pm like that, we reached KL but keep on turning around the city. Finally we found our hotel-Sol Melia Hotel. The traffic was quite jam. Waited at lobby for about 15 or 30 minutes to check in. After some rest, we when to Time Square opposite to the hotel where i live. Buy tickets for "Terminator-Salvation" on 11pm xD. Then walk around time square, then somebody keep appear in my mind. Did't buy anything today.

8pm we when to Restaurant Jing3 Wai4 Dian1 for our dinner. After dinner spending time chating, thn go back to time square's 1st floor Starbuck. For some drink and continue chat again at there. xD. Finally can online, online for a hour after then it's 10.30. Go back hotel to take our hoodies and jacket. Thn we're late. it's 11.05 running from the hotel to time square throught the bridge like crazy. haha xP When we reach there it's 11.15 every shop were closed but stalls that sells snacks near the cinema did't close yet. We buy some snacks and go in. Wondering that the movie was started. Luckily did't we found our sit. Thn waiting for the advertisment playing.
About 1pm the movie end. It's a nice movie. When back to hotel And that's all for this day. Continue tomorrow. =)

Friday, June 05, 2009.

2009-06-05T06:20:00.000-07:00

Today Teressa and GAN TONG HOCK's Ttn canceled. So go Kammeng's ttn. After that went to mall, and someone said wanna go. But she put "rocket". LOL =x. Keep on losing money at snooker. Maybe "someone" did't come did't have mood? LOL. can 64-7. 1st time get this kind of result. LOL Keep on thinking of her while plying. After that with Jinwei and Ah han them go Noodle Station for dinner. After that continue again, at last wei sheng them arrived. Even wei sheng i also lost. LOL It's really unrecoverly in love wit her. x)

About 7.50pm, Jin wei go back after that accompany Ah Han wait his car. Then go find Wei sheng them at McDonald. Wei sheng tried to "kao" that bola tampar girl. But he failed hahaha xP After that Khai tried to refill his drink and he add a pack of salt inside. Yucks wondering how it taste. But Khai say it's nice. swt ==, Hui call us go snooker again LOL. CCC ask me for a pool. Finally i win someone today. =x That's all for today.

And i forget to mention that, I saw Tabiah at snooker playing with some malay. Wow open-minded. and when i accompany wen han wait his car, a guy come and touch my ass... Swt== la.

Lies

2009-06-04T04:48:00.000-07:00

Lies.
A lie may create hundreds of lies.

According to the wikipedia.org, A lie (also called prevarication), is a type of deception in the form of an untruthful statement, especially with the intention to deceive others, often with the further intention to maintain a secret or reputation, protect someone's feelings or to avoid a punishment.

Therefore, To lie is to state something that one knows to be false or that one has not reasonably ascertained to be true with the intention that it be taken for the truth by oneself or someone else. A liar is a person who is lying, who has previously lied, or who tends by nature to lie repeatedly.

The various types of lies include the following:

Fabrication: A fabrication is a lie told when someone submits a statement as truth, without knowing for certain whether or not it actually is true. Although the statement may be possible or plausible, it is not based on fact. Rather, it is something made up, or it is a misrepresentation of the truth. Examples of fabrication: A person giving directions to a tourist when the person doesn't actually know the directions.

Bold-faced lie: A bold-faced (often also referred to as bare-faced or bald-faced, although all three have slightly different meanings) lie is one which is told when it is obvious to all concerned that it is a lie. For example, a child who has chocolate all around his mouth and denies that he has eaten any chocolate has told a bold-faced lie.

Lying by omission: One lies by omission by omitting an important fact, deliberately leaving another person with a misconception. Lying by omission includes failures to correct pre-existing misconceptions. If a wife asks her husband if he's at a bar, the husband may tell his wife he is at a store, which is true, but lie by omitting the fact that he also visited a bar.

Lie-to-children: A lie-to-children is a lie, often a platitude which may use euphemism(s), which is told to make an adult subject acceptable to children. A common example is "The stork brought you" (in reference to childbirth).

White lie: A white lie would cause only relatively minor discord if it were uncovered, and typically offers some benefit to the hearer. White lies are often used to avoid offense, such as complimenting something one finds unattractive. In this case, the lie is told to avoid the harmful realistic implications of the truth. As a concept, it is largely defined by local custom and cannot be clearly separated from other lies with any authority.

Noble lie: A noble lie is one which would normally cause discord if it were uncovered, but which offers some benefit to the liar and assists in an orderly society, therefore potentially beneficial to others. It is often told to maintain law, order and safety.

Emergency lie: An emergency lie is a strategic lie told when the truth may not be told because, for example, harm to a third party would result. For example, a neighbor might lie to an enraged wife about the whereabouts of her unfaithful husband, because said wife might reasonably be expected to inflict physical injury should she encounter her husband in person. Alternatively, an emergency lie could denote a (temporary) lie told to a second person because of the presence of a third.

Perjury: Perjury is the act of lying or making verifiably false statements on a material matter under oath or affirmation in a court of law, or in any of various sworn statements in writing. Perjury is a crime, because the witness has sworn to tell the truth and, for the credibility of the court to remain intact, witness testimony must be relied on as truthful.

Bluffing: To bluff is to pretend to have a capability or intention which one does not actually possess. Bluffing is an act of deception which is rarely seen as immoral, because it takes place in the context of a game where this kind of deception is consented to in advance by the players. For instance, a gambler who deceives other players into thinking he has different cards to those which he really holds or an athlete who indicates he will move left and then actually dodges right is not considered to be lying. In these situations, deception is acceptable and is commonly expected as a tactic.

Misleading/Dissembling: A misleading statement is one where there is no outright lie, but still retains the purpose of getting someone to believe in an untruth. "Dissembling" likewise implies presenting facts in a way that is literally true, but intentionally misleading.

Exaggeration: An exaggeration (see also hyperbole) occurs when the most fundamental aspects of a statement are true, but only to a certain degree. It is also seen as "stretching the truth" or making something appear more powerful, meaningful, or real than it actually is.

Jocose lies: Jocose lies are those which are meant in jest, and are usually understood as such by all present parties. Teasing and sarcasm are examples. A more elaborate instance is seen in storytelling traditions which are present in some places, where the humour comes from the storyteller's insistence that he or she is telling the absolute truth, despite all evidence being to the contrary (i.e. tall tale). There is debate about whether these are "real" lies, and different philosophers hold different views (see below).

Contextual lies: One can state part of the truth out of context, knowing that without complete information, it gives a false impression. Likewise, one can actually state accurate facts, yet deceive with them. To say "yeah, that's right, I slept with your best friend" utilizing a sarcastic, offended tone, may cause the listener to assume the speaker did not mean what he said, when in fact he did.

Puffery: Puffery is an exaggerated claim typically found in advertising and publicity announcements, such as "the highest quality at the lowest price," or "always votes in the best interest of all the people," or "even a jeweler cannot tell it from a genuine diamond."

Lying in Trade: The seller of a product or service may advertise untrue facts about the product or service in order to gain sales, especially by competitive advantage. Many countries have enacted Consumer protection laws intended to combat such fraud. An example is the Illinois Consumer Fraud and Deceptive Business Practices Act that holds a seller liable for omission of any material fact that the buyer relies upon.

Augustine's taxonomy of lies

Augustine of Hippo wrote two books about lying: On Lying (De Mendacio) and Against Lying (Contra Mendacio).^[1] He describes each book in his later work, Retractions. Based on the location of De Mendacio in Retractions, it appears to have been written about A.D. 395.^[2] The first work, On Lying, begins: "Magna quæstio est de Mendacio". From his text, it can be derived that St. Augustine divided lies into eight categories, listed in order of descending severity:

Lies in religious teaching.

Lies that harm others and help no one.

Lies that harm others and help someone.

Lies told for the pleasure of lying.

Lies told to "please others in smooth discourse."

Lies that harm no one and that help someone.

Lies that harm no one and that save someone's life.

Lies that harm no one and that save someone's "purity."

Lies, make someone break. It's hurtful...

Way back to LOVE?

2009-06-03T07:18:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah, someone said that "When want come then come, want go then go." Finally i agreed with him.
_____________________________________________________________________

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on !

All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's gonna be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to she'd some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

There are moments when I don't know if it's real.
Or if anybody feels the way I felt.
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hopping you'll be there for me in the end !

Love is killing

2009-06-03T01:01:00.000-07:00

Last night,
I lost control again. =x
Maybe he and she were right.
They words keep appearing in my mind.
Finally I follow what they say, Just put her down and go on my way.
=)

Childhood Memories?

2009-06-02T07:33:00.000-07:00

Guess who that cutie beside me? haha xP

When i small.

Srry kor.

LOL!

There's some picture i found in my room just now. Hahaha

Memories

2009-05-31T07:52:00.000-07:00

What is the most important of people to live? Memories.

If a person live without memories, the live of that person is meaningless.

Without memory, everything that u do will be forgotten. Even you'll forgot your mummy's name.

LOL =x ever computer also need memory. Hahaha.

Memory memory, I miss those memories. Sweet memories, happy memories, sad memories, Childhood's memories... (bla bla bla) =l

Saturday, May 30, 2009.

2009-05-30T08:58:00.000-07:00

Today morning going Madam Teresa's tuition. Did't have mood at all for tuition. Just fooling around the tuition. After that, when i reached home then i slept on my bed for hours. When i wake up, It's time for Kam Meng. I just realised that i get cold, mum said no need go tuition then continue sleeping... About 5.30 like that, wake up again. Go to Brenda house for dinner and watch wolverine at her house. It's really a good movie. Haha.

7.30 something i reach Mr. LIM's PHYSIC's Tuition centre.It's damn cold althought already wear my jacket I walked to Success Book store find my "ANG TZE PEK" watch Singapore's crazy movie. After that CCC come n we went in the tuition. Jayee and Shir nee Sit on my back. Someone were just swimming in my brain. After that, we chat at tuition, playing handphone, bla bla bla... Got one funny thing that i gonna share here.
someone singing
XXX : (SING) "SO what? I m a rock star! "

After that Shir nee Acting XXX
Shir nee : "SO what? I m a 'Pon' Star"

than i laugh, Jayee still don't know what I m laughing
After that she asked what is 'pon' star. XXX still don't know we were talking about him. He laugh Jayee don't even know what is porn. Then he explain. After than all of us laugh from about 30 minutes. Students at LIM's tuition keep looking at us. LOL but it's really Funny what.

So... it's all for today =)

Down

2009-05-29T06:38:00.000-07:00

It's a bad day for me this few weeks days.

Many things happen. There's something cheers me up. Mostly make me down.

I m down now. Anyone can cheer me up? LOL =x

Sonnet from me to her.

2009-05-29T06:10:00.000-07:00

Let those who are in favour with their stars

Of public honour and proud titles boast,

Whilst I, whom fortune of such triumph bars,

Unlook'd for joy in that I honour most.

Great princes' favourites their fair leaves spread

But as the marigold at the sun's eye,

And in themselves their pride lies buried,

For at a frown they in their glory die.

The painful warrior famoused for fight,

After a thousand victories once foil'd,

Is from the book of honour razed quite,

And all the rest forgot for which he toil'd:

Then happy I, that love and am beloved

Where I may not remove nor be removed.

2009-05-27T06:33:00.001-07:00

after i hear this video, damn down. LOL =x

Feelings, Perasaanku.

2009-05-27T04:08:00.000-07:00

Tried to forget,

but it failed. =x

every day i pass her shop, i will think about it

Just only can forget about it will i m drunk

I hope that i would drunk forever.

Maybe Gerald was right. "She was hopeless."

I should hear him from the beginning.

She's happy now but i m sad now. =x

Ingin kulepaskan bukuan perasaan yang semakin pada menyentak-nyentak kewarasan

tindakanku. Aku dibelit kehampaan. Sayangku kepada nya, perlahan-lahan rebah terbunuh.

Pembunuhan yang tetapi tumbuh bagi satu kehidupan. Satu kehidupan yang baru kepadanya. =x

Wow, today saw a dog come to Chung Hwa,

I were happy that his going to beaten by someone.

Love

2009-05-26T05:17:00.000-07:00

Love,

The highest meaning for life.

That's why God let us have feeling.

something that sometimes very true , and something very fake

Laugh together , crazy together , smile together , sit together , flirt together , sad together ,

cry together, and Quarel together? LOL =x